the life


Tuesday, July 28, 2009, 11:46 PM
Updated

I've not been updating.
Yes i know.
Sorry aite.
Been really busy lately.

Work and training.
Plus did a performance for IG.
Training was fun with the cliques.
Performance was ok lah.
Not so bad lah.

Help the guys with ice bath today.
Pity them all.
Was pushed damn hard lah.
But it all come for a good cause.

Well gonna sleep now.
Working tomorrow.
Shall update more next time aite.
Promise with my heart.


P.S. two peas in a pod


jusqu'à alors



Monday, July 20, 2009, 10:52 PM
Too Far

I had enough!
You've made it worst now.
WE planned to just forget what you had done.
But you can't just simply shut your trap.

Haiz.

Its just simple, you could just end it there.
But no, you had to prolong the whole thing.
And even tell others the half truth.
I'll let the others ask me about this.
I just don't want to spoil anything.
But you push the button too far.
WAY TO FAR!!!!

You really dissapoint me.
Call yourself a friend.
You're a friend indeed.
Thanks alot.

To the others.
Ask me about it aite.
Don't just hear to one story.
Be sure of what you're listening and to whom you listen too.

I'm out.



P.S. im just hoping that you gave a chance.



jusqu'à alors



Friday, July 17, 2009, 6:53 PM
Sorry

I havent been updating.
Been really really busy.
Work and stuff has had been hectic.

People talk behind our backs here and there.
There's no way we could hide from it.
Despite know that we help them.
Haix.
Forgive once or twice is ok lah.
But it was the third time.
Will we forgive again??
Haix.

People just don't realise when we are to nice to them.
Haix.
I believe that people WILL change.
And i also believe that certain things are better off unsaid.
Haix.
Why seh.
I disappointed.
Really.
And don't put words in my mouth.
I did not tell the anyone to ignore you.
They all knew how you were.
I even told them to be normal to you.
DAMN!!!
I dont want to rake up what i've done for you.

You pushed me too far this time round.
I'm trying my best to just forgive and forget.
Bare it in that thick head of yours.
Haix.

Don't try to mess this up.
I had it.
Stop the nonsence that you have created.
You have problems with me, then come to me.
Dont get others involve.
If i want to take the person, it would not be now.
It would have been a long long time ago.
Such a loser!!

And to the rest.
Don't assume anything.
Ask if you don't know.
Don't just judge by what you read.
Or you think it is obvious.
I have had proven it ready.
So go and check first.



I'm outz.





P.S im so down by your actions. but i still have the inspiration to make my day.






jusqu'à alors

Labels: DON'T ASSUME.GO AND CHECK.




Wednesday, July 8, 2009, 11:51 AM
Knife-ing

We, humans, really tend to forget what we need.
We always go the ones which we want.
And we always end up having regrets and sort.

Sometimes we just do something even though we know i would be painful.
Sometimes we just neglect the people who are close to us.
Everyone will face it.

But sometimes it's pushing really hard.
We do things for the person we like/love without them knowing what we feel for them.
And end up we are in pain.
The knife thru the heart feeling.

*Maaakkkk!! Painful per!!*

But yah.
We do all this things.
Just to see them putting that smile on their face.
Sometimes it's just their smile which will make your day.
I swear it does to me.

Working later.
Today will be at MMI@Phoenix Rd.
Took a class for the first time yesterday.
Kanchiong burger seh.
I was very paniky lah.
But yeah i still have room for improvement.
And i will improve.

Gonna get ready now.
Be good.



P.S. have fun.i cant be there.forgive me.



jusqu'à alors

Labels: you heard them




Monday, July 6, 2009, 11:56 PM
RANT!!!!

The day passed quite fast today.
Was at MMI in Ten Mile Junction today.
Then took a bus to SCOE.
Its quite a distant lah.
One and a half hour in the bloody stuffy bus.
Made my ass sore.
But it paid off lah when i alighted.
Hahahaha.
*winks*

Tomorrow will be at Tamp Central CC.
So yah.
Lucky and not so lucky lah.
Lucky is that its in the afternoon, so can sleep a bit longer and nearer to SCOE.
The not so lucky part is that, i wouldn't be online lah.
So yah.

Good luck to those who sitting for their exams.
The pigeons will bring you luck.

Going off to bed now.
See ya guys around.
Be good.


P.S the smile on your face.the long talks.


jusqu'à alors

Labels: rantings and prayers




Sunday, July 5, 2009, 11:01 PM
home!!

THE WHOLE DAY AT HOME
IM SO BORED!!!
P.S. I hope you'd call.
jusqu'à alors

Labels: missing you...




Saturday, July 4, 2009, 1:32 PM
Painful

Why should i tell someone what to do?
And help that angel out?
While im hurting much here.
Felt the piercing thru this soft heart of mine.
Hmmmmm.
Sometimes people just do anything.
And i dunno why im doing this.

Like what Dimples said to me, "Hmm. Makkk. Painful pe."
Hahaha.
It's always fun talking to Dimples.
Only she understands.
Ahakx.

Work has been fun.
There will always be something new everyday.
The kids and the staff jokes.
They keep asking me, "We will wait till Dzul break under his own shell."
Im a quiet guy lah.
Buahahhahahahaha.
As if lah.
Im not okay.
*evil smile*


And now trainings.
have not been going due to work and stuff.
FYI, im not in the team for the whole year cause im in NS for the first quarter of the year.
And ive told the Big Man.
And he said its ok and told me to join back in after my NS.
But is it so hard for the other one to sink this in those bloddy thick skull of his.
Arrogant ass.
Fuck this favourism in the team and stuff.
Too many secrets going around.
And its getting annoying.

Up yours bitch!!!

I had talks with a few and they said the same thing.
Its not like last time.
Where everyone is the same.
No matter where you've been or anything.
We're all still the same.
ARGH!!
Don't care ready.
I'll just do what i have to.
This is specifically meant for Pornstar and Teaser.
You guys keep to your words and i'll do the same.
Plus, you guys are the one who will make this happen.

People!
You've read it.
And please don't judge or assume aite.
This is where i rant my heart out.
And please dont pass this around.
I trust you guys.
And i know if you do.
So please.
Its all bout trust aite.




P.S. You're smile is the best thing which has happen to me.



jusqu'à alors

Labels: that has been the best for me




Thursday, July 2, 2009, 6:44 PM
KiddieWinkie





His name is Hedeito.





Her name is Sakura.





Class was owesome today with the KiddieWinkie kids.

Love those kids.

And the two pics are somewhat i promised last week.

More is to come aite.

Tomorrow will be at NUS @ 1400hrs.



These two was sticking by me through out their class.

Sakura was the one closer to me then Hedeito.

Must be Sakura lah.

Haha.

*chuckles*



Im outs.

Wanna eat now.

Be good.

*loves*







P.S Missing.Love.Deeply.Swear.







jusqu'à alors








Labels: to hate is to love




, 12:00 AM
Pigeons

Working in the morning tomorrow.
At Cairnhill CC.
Wanna get my sleep now.
Too tired today.

Cayenne had her ops today.
Hope she has a speedy recovery.
I'll be around to help.
Take care aite dearest.

Good luck to all who is/will be sitting for their exams.
I'll pray to the pigeons to bring you luck.
*chuckles*



P.S i'm waiting



jusqu'à alors

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