Class was good. Pretty sleepy for the first half cos it was a lecture. DUH!!!
After lunch was quite okay. Did a few types of somersaults. Which i got no problem with lah. Its was fun laughing at the rest of the colleagues. And obviously!!! Laughed at the girls who can't do a certain roll. Some smacked their faces on the mat. It was really funnay lah.
Tomorrow will be at AGAPE CCK at 1400hrs. So yah. Will try to be online before that lah. Im just hoping that something will make my day tomorrow. *chuckles*
Weekends was damn tiring. Lucky got a little something which kept me going. And im all smiles yah. *winks* Performed for the closing last evening. Received a huge applaud by the audiences. So proud of the team.
But after that, it was a hell load of loading an unloading from the infamous Trolley. From BSH back to SCOE. The tiredness is so cannot tashan lah.
And TODAY!!!!!! I was on course lah till tomorrow. Didnt get enough sleep. Was kinda sleepy at first but managed to pul through till lunch. But the killer started after lunch.
I was like half awake and started seeing double. And yah. It was a terrible feeling lah. Head pain-ing lah seh. It took me to my wits to keep my eyes open, so did the rest of the guys. Hahaha. And i tot i was the only one. Learned alot about Gym Kidz. The philosophy, how it started, what the kids would do, special needy kids, etc.
Im sure gonna sleep damn early tonite. Got to have the rest i need. Hahaha.
Im outz now. Be good.
P.S. Trust.Promise.Waiting.Missing.Falling. jusqu'à alors
I tend to pick the wrong girls. I feel as though I'm cursed.
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Earlier today sent Cayenne to Woodlands Polyclinic to get her forearm x-ray.
And it resulted that she fractured her arm.
Hahaha.
Told her ready.
Cos the swelling is not subsiding since 4 weeks back.
So yah.
The Doc referred her to NUH for further analysis with an Orthopeadic.
Dat was done.
Then me and Cayenne met up with Wak Kilat, Smoovie and Pernicious.
Went to City Hall and to link up with Pornstar and Inna Montana.
So along the way, i told the guys that my gut feeling tells me that Dimple is with Pornstar. And yah.
My gut was right.
Hahaha.
But Dimple didnt join us though.
As she was to meet Sakura Misaki and Mamibu at Bedok.
They going out to eat or something.
We went to Raffles City and window shop.
Cos Smoovie wanted to to buy a new pair of slippers and jeans. So yah. But we ended up at Party City cos Cayenne wanted to buy some candy. And i ended up buying two chocolates for myself
Then we headed to Marina Square.
Smoovie bought himself a new pair of slippers at Fourskin and a pair of jeans at Rip Curl.
And i bought myself a new LANYARD.
Wuuhuuuu!!!
And we went Seoul Garden to have our fab dinner.
Thanks to Smoovie for the nice dinner. Appriciate it alot lah. Hahaha.
Otw home, we went to HMV at City Links'branch since its along the way.
Bought a DVD.
Cos me and Pornstar missed it on OKTO the last time.
The fear of rejection was stoppin me, but I don't have the time to waste, These immense secret should be told in a haste Things lately have been kinda crazy, but there's no denyin it as I want you to be by me.
I wanna be the one you talk about to your friends as the one you're lovin, The one you can run to, the one you can confide in. I wanna be the one to keep you warm when its cold, And to give you a hand to hold.
Someone to depend on when life gets rough, When your not here, pictures and dreams aren't just enough. Sometimes I cant find the words to describe how you are to me, and don't disagree, cause i'm all for u whole heartedly.
I wanna be the one to loosen the cuffs when they too tight, I'm the one that will have you smiling from the break of dawn till late night.
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"Sometimes you win sometimes you lose"
I was in the bus just now when i composed this. So yah. Hmmmmmm. Tired due to the setting up today.
I wanna catch a movie. Told Sakura Misaki yesterday. And guess what. She watched a movie lah just now. Darn!! Heart shattering seh.
I'm so gonna watch a movie soon. Hmmmmm. And someone still owe me a date. *chuckles*
PSK starting tomorrow. Please do come and support our local sport aite. Bubye. Be good. Take care.
P.S. I'm trying to adapt to it. Im sorry if i made you mad. I hope it goes a long way.
How do I mend a broken heart? My entire world has fallen apart. How do I find hope in a brand new day, when the one I desire has gone away?
My mind overflows with memories of you, of all that we've shared, all that we knew. I long for your touch and your warm embrace, the look in your eyes, the smile on your face.
When did my feelings get so deep, Why did they take that big leap. Going from friend to crush, What a rush.
Since when did her smile make me go weak, Since when did her smile make my day peak. Why does this happen when I'm always so strong, When i think all my troubles are gone.
Now that I've said it with this poetic bore I hope she know, and does not ignore..
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P.S. I hope ypu're doing fine out there without me, Cause im not doing so good without you...
Sometimes I wonder how I feel for you, Scared of these feelings because it’s still new I catch myself thinking of the best way to share, Hoping you’ll return my confession showing you care
And then I catch myself again… and drag my thoughts back to reality I am back at square one, does this just happens to me?
Poems are so stupid I swear I would never do this But this is YOU, and you aren’t like anyone I have met How much longer do I have to write, can I tell you yet? When I come back from my thoughts I feel more secure But then I sleep… and I dreamt of you.
The dreams I had are so vivid and clear I felt true happiness and that there's nothing to fear People say dreams have meanings and not to be ignored We both know what they meant and now I want you to hear And complete these together with me...
"We've been together less than a week But I swear it seems like two years at least, Whether face to face or over the phone, When I hear your voice, I'm right at home Your so beautiful, more than a man could ever want Got me lookin' for, cameras to see if I'm getting punk'd Tryin' to take it slow, ain't now sense in lying to me, or to myself
I know it's early, I know it's soon But truth be told, I think I love u It's unexpected, out of the blue But I gotta let you know That I think I love u
The way you touch me, The way you look, Everything about you is so sexy You do your own thing You got your own money Everything about you is so damn (it's so damn) beautiful. Your so beautiful, more than a man could ever want Got me lookin' for Ashton to see if I'm getting punk'd Ain't no since in lying to you Or to myself" Dwele - I Think I Love You
I need to thank my dearest Smoovie for telling me bout this song. Haha. The lyrics cool lah seh. Thank you thank you thank you.
Went cycling today. From SCOE to Pasir Ris Park and then back to SCOE. Smoovie brought Baby G. Pornstar brought Sally. And I brought Old Mans'Tracy Baby. Hahaha. Dun get it wrong ek. Thats the names of the bikes lah. Ahakx.
Met Inna Montana and siblings there. Sumone's freaking happy lah kan. Apparently! Hmmmmm. And yah, Im just freaking happy for them lah. To see my friend being blissful just makes my day lah. Hmmmm. Wish both of you the best aite.
Am i really that nice?? Hmmmmm. Maybe i didnt realise it. But am i?? Still thinking bout it ah. And who looks like who?? Haiya. Cant get it out of my mind uh. hmmmm.
My legs are tired now. But i get better tomorrow. And i have a match at 5pm. So yah. Gonna turn in soon.
See ya soon. Be good. Keep your eyes to yourself.
P.S Life's a game of chance. Whatever ah, pape ah. hahahaa.
"Heyy heyyyy Baby I can't even front sometimes I have days Where I really miss your love and it drives me crazy To see you in the arms of another man, livin out ya plans Plans that we made together
Such a shame We ended up this way Deciding that we're better off with others So if he gives you something I can't Girl I'm ok with that Cause at the end of the day All I have to say is
Girl your my heart You could be with him for life That don't change the fact that I'm your first love And I'm so sureI could date another girl and more That don't change the fact that your my first love" Trey Songz - First Love
You're running in my mind.
P.S Where's my 'Beyonce'?? *sobs*
jusqu'à alors
Sunday, June 14, 2009, 4:08 AM
Torn
"I thought I saw a man brought to life He was warm, he came around like he was dignified He showed me what it was to cry Well you couldnt be that man I adored You dont seem to know, dont seem to care what your heart is for But I dont know him anymore Theres nothing where he used to lie My conversation has run dry Thats whats going on, nothings fine Im torn
Im all out of faith, this is how I feel Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed into something real Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn Youre a little late, Im already torn" Natalie Imbruglia - Torn
Great day today. Paid a visit to my Yayi with Family at Tampines. Then follow Old Man to watch IVP. But just for a while cos i had to attend to an OBLIGATION at Hougang.
After that was done, went out for a NENG NYNO session. And its quiet a big group.
Not following in order. LutotBengkok, Pornstar, Pernicious, Smoovie, Wak Kilat, Cayenne, Dimples, Inna Montana and Sakura Misaki.
And yah i did went well. Hope that they tak'Serik'ah. Hahaha. It was full of loud laughters and enjoyment. Everything was a topic to talk about.
So yah, there's no difference between Silat and Tarian. We're all the same. Hahaha. I mean, we mix well with others. Although i cant hear any voice from her..(you know who you are) *chuckles* Yah it was fun ah. Shall be another outing together again. Hmmmmm.
Then i met up with Faizal. Had another round at Arab St. But now with all his frens. And yah we mixed well. They're all very easy going and social. So easy to mix with lah. It was a bunch of cool people.
Overall, the whole was superb. Enjoyed myself alot. But 'Beyonce' keeps on running in my mind. Hmmmmm.
And yah. I wouldnt be online later aite. So yah pls do drop your IM on my MSN aite. Gonna be out early in the morning. So yah. :'(
P.S. Although i enjoyed myself, i kehnot forget you. 'Beyonce' Reign my mind and heart. *hugs*
"Your kiss, your smile, your mind You're sunlight in my eyes I miss your breath on my neck When we whisper in the night
Didn't wanna want you Didn't wanna need you so bad Didn't wanna wake up And find that I was falling so fast Didn't wanna need you Didn't wanna need anyone Now look what you've done
Now I can't go on without you I'm naked, I can't fake it. I'm not that strong without you Never thought I could love you the way I do. Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide." Marcos Hernandez - The Way I Do
Bored sia. Went out with siblings plus Lily and two of her mates. Went to Orchard jek. Then back home.
P.S. I miss her. I need her. Trust.Promise.
jusqu'à alors
Friday, June 12, 2009, 2:05 PM
Security.Serenity
I only need 'Beyonce' now.
jusqu'à alors
Thursday, June 11, 2009, 11:08 PM
Dangerously In Love
"I love you.
Baby I love you You are my life My happiest moments weren't complete If you weren't by my side You're my relation In connection to the sun With you next to me There's no darkness I can't overcome You are my raindrop I am the sea With you and God, who's my sunlight I bloom and grow so beautifully Baby, I'm so proud So proud to be your girl You make the confusion Go all away From this cold and messed up world.
I am in love with you You set me free I can't do this thing Called life without you here with me Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you I'll never leave Just keep lovin' me The way I love you loving me." Beyonce - Dangerously In Love
Actually, got nothing to blog lah. *laughing hard* Did the routine, to SCOE and train. What else!!
Someone is in love lah. Hahaha. Wish him luck ah. Hope whatever he wants, he'll get it. Hahaha. I'll pray for you bro and you have my full support.
Gotto run Keep ur eyes to yourself.
P.S. 'Beyonce' I Miss You. My heart and mind are running wild for you.
"Everytime I think I'm closer to the heart Of what it means to know just who I am I think I've finally found a better place to start But no one ever seems to understand
I need to try to get to where you are Could it be you're not that far?
You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing I need to find you I gotta find you You're the missing piece I need The song inside of me I need to find you I gotta find you Oh yeah
You're the remedy I'm searchin' hard to find To fix the puzzle that I see inside Painting all my dreams the color of your smile When I find you it will be alright" Joe Jonas - I got to find you
Today help Cayenne with the padding again. Just holding it for her is already tiring seh. Teaser was late today. But he did msg me lah. We planned to meet at SCOE at 1800hrs. I tot when he said that he will be abit late, it would be 1830 or earlier ah. BUT, he arrived at abt 1915 ah. Annoy-ing ah. Hahah. But it was all cool. Did the routine a couple of times and yah, we called it a day.
Went to SCOE with Pernicious and Wak Kilat. They're always not on time. DUH!! Grabbed Vadai at the Pasar Malam at Woodlands. Its quite cheap ah. 4 for $2. Big sia the vadai, with two prawns. Its was suppose to be eaten in the long bus ride to Bedok. But it was all done even before they reach ah.
At the interchange, we chase the bus lah. Rite after tapping our EzLink, there's this Chinese Chick asking for change. She was nicely dressed in black.
HOT!!!
So yah, she asked if i have change for $10. Well apparently i dont lah but i have a few loose change. And i handed the coins to her. She took bout a dollar out of my hand. So this is what i sad to her.
me- Is it enough?? *smile* her- Yes it is. Thank you so much. *wide smile* me- Okay. Not a problem. *return smile*
And this is the part where i got shocked.
her- And yah, do you need my number so that i could pay you back whenever? *smile* me- No its ok, you dont have to pay back. *smiles*
And after that, i was smacking my forehead hard. I tot i was the only one. Pernicious and Wak Kilat did the same ah. So what i heard was true ah. "Do you need my number" Haha. I didnt catch it ah cos one side of my earpiece was in my ear. And the other thing is that all minds are locked that she dun need to pay back.
And the rest of the bus ride, i was like i didnt believe my ears ah. Hahaha. But only one thing came to mind from the start. 'Beyonce'. Ahakx. So i was telling myself, I am loyal and will always be loyal to my 'Beyonce'. Hahah.
So yah. Everything done. After training, got home with Old Man and the rest of the Family. Had dinner at Rase-Rase Restaurant then got home. Watch Putri Gunung Ledang with siblings. Then i was caught with a phrase from the movie.
After translation from Malay to English. "I solemly vow to you, at this very moment. To step on every land you step. And to breathe the air that you breathe"
It was damn touching ah. Hmmmmm. I was feeling it. I mean the show at that part. How i wish i was 'Hang Tuah' at that part only. Hahahah.
Klah gonna sleep now. Its getting late ready. Keep your eyes to yourself. Take care.
P.S. 'Beyonce' im still waiting for you aite. Terribly miss ya. All hearts for you.
jusqu'à alors
Wednesday, June 10, 2009, 12:05 AM
Unbelievable
"Always said I would know where to find love Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough But sometimes I just felt I could give up But you came and you changed my whole world now I'm somewhere I've never been before Now I see What word love means
It's so unbelievable And I don't wanna let it goIts something so beautiful Flowin down like a waterfall I feel like you've always been Forever a part of me And it's so unbelievable To finally be in love Somewhere I never thought I'd be
In my heart in my head it's so clear now Hold my hand you've got nothin' to fear now I was lost and you've rescued me somehow I'm alive I'm in love you complete me And I've never been here before Now I see What word love means" Craig Davids - Unbelievable
'Regu' was the shit today. Trained with Pornstar and Teaser. Guys sorry if i let you both down. Today was the first. Im still adapting to it. I'll make sure that this shit really happens aite. Thats my promise.
I still dun get it. Why do some people seem to know more about me than i do myself?? Its annoying lah. As i said in my previous posts, 'Beyonce' is the girl i dreamt of. I named the person that cause i dont recognise her in that specific dream. But it was a very wonderful dream ah. So yah get it rite aite. *smacks forehead*
I pity this certain friend of mine. I really do lah. Lost all the will to talk. Haha. And yet i could still laugh at that friend. Hmmmmm. Im sorry if i laugh at you aite. Dont take it to heart. TINGTINGTING!!!
And nice of Smoovie to give me the phrase of the day. Here it goes.
"I've been covering your ass for a long time now. It's time for you to hold my dick as i pee"
How nice of him. Haha. And yah SOMEONE just added him on msn. And when i called him, he said "Aku baru jek nak call kau. ...-... dah add aku on msn." With a very very happy voice summore. Annoy-ing siak.
Alrite. Till here ah. Pornstar wanna use the lappy lah. So yah. Tc people. Keep your eyes to yourself.
P.S. Miss 'Beyonce' deeply. Been thinking bout you all the time.
jusqu'à alors
Tuesday, June 9, 2009, 12:08 AM
The Cupid Effect
"On my way to see my friends
Who lived a couple blocks away from me
As I walked through the subway
It must have been about a quarter past three
In front of me stood a beautiful honey
With a beautiful body
She asked me for the time
I said it'd cost her her name
A six-digit number and a date with me tomorrow at nine
Did she decline, no
Didn't she mind, I don't think so
Was it for real, damn sure
What was the deal, a pretty girl aged 24
So was she keen, she couldn't wait
Cinnamon queen, let me update
What did she say, she said she'd love to rendezvous
Asked me what we were gonna do
Said we'd start with a bottle of Moet for two
Monday took her for a drink on Tuesday
We were making love by Wednesday
And on Thursday and Friday and Saturday
We chilled on Sunday
Nine was the time 'cos I'll be getting mine and
She was looking fine
Smooth talker, she told me
She'd love to unfold me all night long
Ooh, I loved the way she kicked it
From the front to the back she flipped it
And I, oh-oh, yeah
Hope that she'd care
'Cos I'm a man who'll always be there
Ooh, yeah I'm not a man to play around, babyOoh, yeah'
Cos a one-night stand isn't really fair
From the first impression, girl,
Hmmm, you don't seem to be like that
'Cos there's no need to chat
For there'll be plenty of time for that
From the subway to my home
Endless ringing of my phone
When you're feeling all alone,
All you gotta do is just call me, call me" Craig Davids - Seven Days
This was the book i saw at Popular.
The Cupid Effect.
Sounds nice right.
Read the top.
"Dare you follow your heart?"
It struck me hard.
Hmmmmm.
And i read the summary, it sound interesting.
And yah definately the word Cupid lah.
Hahaha.
Dear people.
Hahah.
Please do not assume my private life aite.
I have a life outside of silat.
So yah.
Assume all you want and enjoy all the attention alrite.
Hahaha.
Some people are so funny lah.
Their own problems never settle but want to interfere with others.
Haha.
There's a Malay saying 'Jgn jage tepi kain orang'.
In English is simple, Don't Be A Busybody.
=)
P.S. I still miss my 'Beyonce' alot.
And yah, you've made my day.
jusqu'à alors
Sunday, June 7, 2009, 11:25 PM
2nd Half
The aftermath from a good performance.
As promised.
Updated and plus pics.
Very tiring day lah seh.
Show was in the morning and yah we stayed for a WORKSHOP.
WorkshopTarianlah seh.
Haha.
Me, Pornstar, Smoovie and Pernicious.
Its was cool ah.
Didnt expect we could do it, but we did.
Hahahaha.
Not dat well ah but atleast we try to make it happen.
Achieved something my parents did last time.
And yah my parents are both dance partners lah seh.
Then decided to stick with Silat.
Gonna get my sleep now.
Shall do my routine tomorrow aite.
And before i forget.
SMOOVIE DIDNT MIND THE GAP!!!!
P.S. I miss my 'Beyonce'. I need my 'Beyonce'.
Hope its going fine.
jusqu'à alors
, 10:39 PM
1st Half
jusqu'à alors
, 2:39 AM
Busy
To the readers.
Been very busy lah. And i dun even have time to blog. Shall update again tonite aite.
I promise!!!
Yesterday is the opening ceromony for the Taman Warisan 4th anniversary. Today is our show. So yah.
Very hectic. Very very tired. Gonna get sum sleep now. 9am gonna meet the Team at Bugis MRT.
Gotta run now.
~Cheers
P.S. I need my 'Beyonce' badly. BAD!!! Its all deep in the heart.
The hair do after taking out all the rubber band. I just love it lah. All pulled back and abit fizzy. The way i like it. Ahakx.
"When the visions around you Bring tears to your eyes And all that surround you Are secrets and lies I'll be your strength I'll give you hope Keeping your faith when it's gone The one you should call Was standing here all along
And I will take You in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you
I've loved you forever In lifetimes before And I promise you never... Will you hurt anymore I give you my word I give you my heart This is a battle we've won And with this vow, Forever has now begun" N Sync - This I Promise You
The full dress rehersal was done and over with. Haiz. Lucky sia Paman was'nt there. If not we would here him saying the JIVE-ING word again. Haiya. *annoyed*
Its was ok lah. Had to re-do over and over the steps and stuff. Haiz. Each time re-do, it will be a different step. Haha. And i mean all of us lah, not only me. Haha. But the food was nice. But sumhow i tink because we were damn hungry lah. Haha.
Got to run now.
~Cheers
p.s. Thanks for doing my hair. I love it lah. ahakx.
jusqu'à alors
Thursday, June 4, 2009, 12:39 AM
Fight For Love
"I'm ecstatic, I feel the magic, it's everlasting I think that you were meant to be alive on this very night with me I see it clearly, the dream you hear about And never truly think it's realistic till it blows your mind I never thought I could understand I was such in need and now I finally see
I see that some people fight for love They stick with it, just can't quit it Some people hide from love They run from it 'cause they don't want it
When you got a love and it's good like it should be Makes you never wanna give it up 'Cause you know that some people die for love And I believe it's true 'cause I'd do the same for you" Elliot Yamin - Fight For Love
I've got nothing to blog about today. Been watching Micheal Jackson History with my siblings. So yah. Esok got demo, full dress rehersal lak tu at Taman Warisan. Mcm waste time seh. Not the rehersal ah. But see Paman ah. Haiya. He and his Jive-ing. Actually the 4 of us don't get what is he trying to say. But from his actions, we understood what he's trying to tell us. Which is blend in into the music and have fun. Haiz. Isnt it simple to say have fun ke, blend in ke. ButNO!! He has to say Jive lah.
Kk got to run.
~Cheers
jusqu'à alors
Wednesday, June 3, 2009, 12:25 AM
Halo
"Remember those walls i built. Well, baby they're tumbling down. And they didn't even put up a fight. They didn't even make up a sound. I found a way to let you in. But i never really had a doubt. Standing in the light of your halo. I got my angel now. It's like i've been awakened. Every rule i had you breakin'. It's the risk that i'm taking. I ain't never gonna shut you out. Everywhere i'm looking now. I'm surrounded by your embrace. baby i can see your halo. You know you're my saving grace." Beyonce - Halo
Trainings again. Got my hair tied today. But half oni. Not enuff time lah to finish. So yah sambung on Thursday.
Watching Mulan 2 now with Cayenne. I so like the movie lah. The first and the second lah. Go and watch it. Its good.
So dun disturb me. Bubye.
~Cheers
jusqu'à alors
Monday, June 1, 2009, 11:32 PM
Pimp In Me
"Lately i feel like i've been slippin. And it's you that got me trippin. I can't control myself when i'm around you, oh. With any other i would've been done. Love to left the next one. But i just can't shake you off.
Cuz you got it all girl. Body of a call girl. With a mind of a teacher. That's why i need ya. I gotta let you know" J. Holiday - Pimp In Me
Today ek. Whatelse. Training for demo. Show will be on the 6 and 7 of June at Taman Warisan.
Hear this.
'Being at a lost for words, is a speech itself. It may not be heard, But it can only be showed. And only the right one is able to receive, and feel it.'
