Sunday, October 12, 2008, 10:36 PM
im useless
the msg she send me.
"im home. fyi i dont like you to call my friends abt my wherebouts.i hate it."
that's it??
oh my.
the whole day and thats it.
REASON:
i cant get you thats why i asked your 'FRIENDS'.
you dont want to ans my calls.
you dont want to reply my msges.
you never tell me where are you and all.
did it ever pass your mind that im fucking worried??
did it ever pass your mind that im waiting for you details??
the least you do is appreciate it or could say nicely.
your fucking ex boyfriend is with you.
he is also your 'FRIEND'.
whatelse can i say.
ive got no say when it comes to your 'FRIENDS'.
i know your're mad at me.
but for what reason?
that you could'nt wake up for work the other day??
c'mon lah d.
im worried for you and your work.
i dont want you to get fired or anything.
all work is tiring.
you have to endure and soon you will get use to it.
its not that i didnt understand how you feel (as what you would say).
i dont know how to tell you ready.
im in camp and you're having time with the 'FRIENDS' of yours.
what does that makes me feel?
its hard being in here on weekends.
its even harder that you're outside with 'FRIENDS'.
im at the end of my wits.
but im still sticking no matter what.
jusqu'à alors
